編註: 一定要備份吳尊網誌,因為城邦已經不續約了,等2010年底就會消失~

 

Time flies...

It has been 8 years since my mum left me...

There have been good and bad things which we believe will not happen to us but eventually, some bad things still come. I guess that's the reason why there is a saying "Expect the unexpected!"

8 years without my mum by my side, I have learnt to live stronger year after year.

Fear does not stop me from trying...
Hardship does not stop me from giving up!

I have accomplished things never would I expect to accomplish in my life and it is truly a miracle to me...

My desire to open the best Health Club in Brunei,
My on-going challenges to become a better actor and a singer,
My willpower in dealing with all sorts of pressure coming from showbiz environment despite staying alone in a foreign country,
My sacrifice of leaving everything back home in Brunei,
And the special relationship we 'together' have created  for each other!

All these miracles will not come about without the influence and guidance from my mum. Since the day she left us, I told myself I must not let her worry about me... I know it is impossible for us to communicate again but what I can do is to try my very best in everything I do in my everyday life and i always believe she can see it! Life could be unfair to her but I hope with my own effort, I could make it up to her as much as possible by being a better person and hoping to teach others to love and cherish before it's too late!

From the moment I found out my mum has got cancer, the determination to explore every possibilities became stronger and stronger and though I did not manage to help her at the end of the day, she still made me realise that never giving up might not give us what we want but we will live life with less regrets!

You know what...I was a very competitive basketball player in my younger age.... I remember her telling me that in every competition I don't have to win all the time as long as I have tried my best! She dont want to see me angry and she wanted me to understand it's not a big deal to lose! Back then, it was not easy for me to do that but after she passed away, winning or losing is no longer a big deal to me and I think this is the biggest achievement i ever had as I am not afraid to 'TRY' anymore!  I'm not saying I don't mind losing because who doesn't wanna win after they have done their best, right? However, it hurts more coz when you lose, you are just making your life more miserable and yet,  it's not going to change anything at all :-)

Learn from me, learn from my mum :-)

Oh yeah, the recent Shanghai Pond's event made me really happy... All the efforts towards charity from my guardian angels really touched my heart! We contributed more than RMB250,000 and it is truly a team effort by all of us... There is a saying, " 一人一半,感情才不會散!” :-) I love doing things like this together and though I couldn't go back for my mum's death anniversary, I have done what she has taught me to do and the best thing of all is experiencing it with all of you! Simply wonderful... Thank you all :-)

Last of all, I'm extremely tired lately and I only slept for less than 15 hours in 6 days due to tons of work! A bit frustrated because this kind of work hours is not only unhealthy and inefficient, I know my mum will be extremely worried and unhappy should she be alive and I felt really bad! Well, I know there is nothing I could do now but I hope things will get better sooner or later :-)

Remember, dont sweat over the small stuffs...Its not a big deal ya :-)

Quote to share: -

"The price of success is hard work, dedication to the job at hand, and the determination that whether we win or lose, we have applied the best of ourselves to the task at hand." Vince Lombardi

http://www.fahrenciti.com/blog.chun.read.611

 

小龍很喜歡這篇文章,所以明知四處都找得到翻譯文,還是決定自己來翻一遍。

翻譯得比較口語,就用類似吳阿尊的語氣吧XD


花樣三角龍版翻譯:

愛創造奇蹟!

時光飛逝...

媽媽離開我已經八年的時間了...

有些好事壞事我們不相信它會發生但終究,一些不好的事情還是會發生。

我想這就是為什麼有句話叫做「Expect the unexpected ! (期望不預期的事情)」

八年沒有我媽陪在我身邊,我學會一年比一年更堅強的活著。

 

畏懼不會阻礙我去嘗試,磨練不會使我放棄!

我達到了很多沒有想過可以完成的目標,這對我來說太神奇了!

我期望打造汶萊最好的健身房;

我持續挑戰自己要成為更好的演員兼歌手;

堅強意志來調適所有演藝圈的壓力甚至隻身在國外打拚;

犧牲了我在汶萊家鄉的一切...

以及我們一起為彼此創造的特別關係!


如果沒有媽媽的影響和教導,這些奇蹟不會發生。
從她離開我們的那天開始,我告訴自己絕對不能讓她為我擔心。
我知道不可能再跟她連絡了,但我可以做的是盡力把每天每件事做得很好!我相信她可以看到的!生命對她不公平但我希望用我的力量,我可以為她做的就是當一個更好的人,然後希望教會更多人要及早愛與珍惜一切!

從我得知媽媽得到癌症的那刻起,探索任何機會的決心愈來愈強,雖然我到最後還是沒找到幫她的辦法,她仍讓我體悟到永遠不要放棄,即使結果可能不是我們想要的,但我們可以活得比較沒有遺憾!


你知道嗎...我年輕的時候曾經是個很好勝的籃球球員,
我記得她告訴我說,我不需要總是贏所有的比賽,只要盡全力就好了!她不想看到我因為輸了比賽而生氣,而且她要我明白打輸球根本不算什麼!
那時候的我不容易做到這點,但她離開之後,輸啊贏的對我來說都不重要了。我想這是我最大的進步,因為我不再害怕去嘗試!
我不是說不在意輸,畢竟誰都想要在盡全力之後得到肯定和勝利,對吧?
然而,輸了只是比較痛苦,生活多了一點辛酸但是,沒什麼事被改變。:-)


從我身上學到教訓,從我媽媽那邊學到吧。


喔耶,最近上海旁氏的活動真的讓我很開心!所有守護天使們為公益付出的努力真的讓我很感動!我們募得了超過25萬人民幣這是一個我們團隊的成果。
有個說法「一人一半,感情才不會散!」:-)
我很愛一起做這些事情雖然媽媽的忌日我不能回家,我做到了她教會我的事情,
最棒的是和妳們一起經歷這件事情,真的很棒...謝謝妳們!

最後,我最近非常累而且我這六天忙著工作睡不到15個小時!有點累爆了因為這樣的過勞工時不但不健康更沒有效率,我知道我媽如果還在會很擔心而且很不開心所以我感覺很糟!嗯...我知道不能改變什麼,只好希望狀況會變得好一點,遲早。:-)

記得喔,不要被小事情給煩住了,沒什麼大不了的!!


小分享:

"成功的代價是在工作上的磨練和貢獻,以及不計較得失, 盡全力去做的決心"
- 文斯‧隆巴迪 


老闆,我翻完了,給我稿費吧~ 
什麼?你要小霸王翻譯?...這...你要自己去跟她說~

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